... I need a break. Seriously. I'm about 2 seconds from cutting ALL THIS OFF.
It has been a pretty frustrating month whether it's my hair or my life, and with this heat of the summer about to reign its terror upon me, I cannot deal.
With the locks, for some reason the hair looks like it ain't growing, but I know that it is which means my ends are breaking off (I've noticed this the past 2+ weeks). And, styling it just hasn't been fun for me. Also the shrinkage in this heat is killing me. For a moment I thought about using all of these products to go the straight hair route for a minute, but in July? In New York? Not happening.
With the life, seems like life is a vampire and I'm the juiciest human around because it is sucking the life outta me.
So, what am I gonna do?
I'm gonna put some kinky twists up in my hair (I do them myself, so that says me buckets of money and my hairline - ya'll know what I mean!), and nourish my scalp back to health.
I'm gonna put the job hunt in full action mode.
I'm gonna stop eating these damn chocolate chip cookies on my table.
I'm gonna work out hard each day of this 3-day holiday weekend.
I'm gonna meditate like a mutha!
And I'm going to relax.
There's always going to be something to complain about or not be completely happy about, but at the end of the day I'm here. That's gotta count for something. I think it does.