Thursday, June 16, 2011
Ok, I will admit straight up - whenever there is a new season, a new year, a new whatever... I declare that I'm going to reboot my life with terms like 'get my sexy back' 'get my grown-woman on' - stuff like that. Well, I have barely tried, and totally failed, each and every time. A lot of reason behind my failures is because, no matter what, I just don't see myself as a sexy woman. I see myself as this chick, on the grind, tired, working 100% but getting 35%, used to being unfulfilled, but still on the grind because it's what I do.
If there is a choice between doing my nails, or doing some laundry - laundry getting done. Styling hair, cooking a good dinner - I'm gonna cook a good dinner for my son. Between getting pampered by professionals or saving (or using) the money for something else that might come up - I'm saving the money for what might come up. I am stuck in a circle of 'everybody else but me,' but trust, I am trying my to change my ways.
There have been little successes. I have invested more time toward my health. I take a boat load of medications and supplements - many which I already had on hand - every day. I think I feel a difference. I also met with several doctors on different problems I'd been dealing and am in the process of trying to make things better. And just recently I have entered the world of 'calorie counting' (shout out to MyFitnessPal), in with the hopes of controlling the results of my changing metabolism. So, I'm working on it. But I do know that at the end of the day, if I'm not happy in my heart, all of these changes made will be for nothing. I figure, the fact that I haven't given up means I've already won.
I tried this recipe when I was experiencing breakouts, and immediately saw a difference in my skin. Enjoy!
Boil 1/4 cup oatmeal. Add 2 tbsp of lemon juice, 2 tbsp of aloe vera (I use it from the leaf). You can stop here or add a little umph to the mixture, add 10 drops each of tea tree essential oil and geranium essential oil.
For extra dry skin, add banana and/or yogurt.
I've always been a fan of lemons and even though I usually drink water with my meals, my alternative drink of choice is lemonade. Check out this article on the benefits of lemon water.
The Benefits of Lemon Water
Friday, June 10, 2011
... I saw that your fitness expertise led to your team winning the Essence Magazine fitness weight loss challenge, and I bought your 4-Day Detox book months ago, so you got me. I'm going to make a go at it. And even though I may regret making such a declaration on Friday, after a rough week, and after just using half the funds in my checking account to pay bills, I'm gonna start it, this weekend. So let's see what happens, my imaginary friend. (and Lord help me!)